"Those that love will stay while hypocrites shows their true colours"

Been so super long since I last posted? Shall rant a lil here before I really die of aching. Since no one gonna really read this right?

So much had happened. Who's true and who's not, I believed I've seen through. It just hurts so much to see that even people who are not so close believe yet you, my best friend doesn't. Many people said "if she's your friend she would, if she doesn't then it jolly well shows everything" :/ There's so much things I heard about you, how hypocrite you are, how shitty the attitude of yours were when I wasn't around and whatever thing you did behind my back. It hurts so much to know, it hurts much more than my boy could ever done. This thing inside me tells me to believe you and whatever I heard is not true BUT how could I we\hen all the things are shooting against you? How can you act so friendly, so fake in front of me. 4 years, just liddat? Just because of what your boyfr and "clique" believed and you doubt me? Who would be so stupid to steal someone's thing and go ask them where is it? Isn't it so ridiculous?! Even idiot doesn't. If you people have the guts and evidence, shoot it all to my face. If you don't, then jolly well stfu. What's the point of spreading around? Only your clique people doesn't likes me alright. And lemme tell YOU, if it doesn't concern YOU, then YOU jolly well stfu. Don't act likea hero behind and a zero in front. Pathetic much? 

Oh! And to many out there, reason why I didn't tell you all because.... I realised people around me all got so many problem. Breakups, bad quarrels, leave house, fuck up friends. Why would I still wanna share my problem and let everyone emo? HEHEHE! Oh well. CHEER UP EVERYONE! 

## Well I guess I'm one of the lucky ones, I still have nice people around. People who are so concerned and thoughtful. Greatgreat thanks to, boyfr and Syafiqah(Who helped me so much this few days ^.^ FIGHT FOR IT OKAY GIRL) !